xmas rants...

this past week wasn't good to me. i was so stumped at work and even during break time i'm still doing admin stuff and i hated that. i really need balance in my life right now. i'm a bit worried lately, my hair breaks pretty easily i guess due to stress and chemicals.  i also thought, maybe it's due to hair re-bonding since i had my hair re-bonded three times already and the recent was last month. so, i bought myself this hair treatment pack with keratin and promised to at least take some time caring for my hair /go for hot oil treatment whenever possible. maybe i just relied to much in salons to take care of my hair and i failed to do my fair share in caring for it as well.

i'm a bit feeling bad because i won't be able to go up north this christmas. as much as i would love to since i don't have work from christmas day up until the 28th of december because i just can't leave my sister behind since she has work after christmas. maybe, we'll just figure something better like watch movie or cook some pasta for noche buena. sob. i feel so sad about it. why does it have to be that way? my elder sister told me she loved my gift for her, this m&s' hand lotion since it's really cold where she's based and the weather makes her hand so dry. our niece baby gab also loved the clothes i bought for her and that the little fella screams every time she would take those clothes away from her! t'was funny, i really don't know if she already knows how to appreciate it or she thought it's a toy lol. it's hard to be home alone this christmas.