time for another cool change

whew, t'was my last day at work last night with my now ex-job. i had a great and rough time though. during the first few months t'was a struggle though i emerged victorious during our graduation. but then, life there wasn't always easy having been an achiever in this industry where i've been for the past going 9 years now. i guess i should stop aiming for the best at all times and just learn how to chill as things don't go always as planned. haizzt. i guess as well i will miss some folks at work and my daily routine. everything just happened in an snap. it's like it hasn't even sinked in. just few days back i was really dealing with all the worries cuz i don't know how it'll work by not rendering the usual 30 day scenario. but..all went well the least i expected. geez. why did i even bother worrying while the only repercussion was i won't be eligible for rehire anymore because i went on immediate resignation? i could've just continued on and read chelsea cain's ebook instead of worrying.

moving on, i will miss some people at work but i guess life goes on. this cold city is such a small place not to bump around someone you used to know unlike in manila. i think i'd rather stay in a small town than go back to the south and endure all the shit. i never thought i would enjoy living a simple life around here. 

on that note, my sister and i will start with our new found job next week. haizzt. i guess we'll be spending our birthday at work and not be able to pursue our out of the country getaway. that's sad but i know we're better off now. i just wanna be in a stress free and less intelligent job but earn more. i mean, it's all about money baby. i may sound so practical but hell yeah, i really am and being smart doesn't mean you need to be on a job for smart people but earn less. whadda heck? i don't wanna be hero anyways. i'm better off in my own little bubble. 

i know it's quite late for my new year's resolution but i just realized that now that tomorrow's plan begins today so i wanna end the year not meager. i just don't wanna waste my time away like i did with my now previous job. time flies and flicks away so fast though life here is so sluggish. but then, i'm done and over with the big city life in the south. so my new thing is to just chill.