chill out season

i feel like a child again every time i see christmas lights, it's just a sappy sight to behold. i hope little things in this world makes everyone happy, things money can't buy. christmas is in few days, another year is about to bid adieu again, time flies, people get older. why am i suddenly so sad? melancholy and the infinite sadness. maybe i need another time away from my life here in the city. i need to be away from work, leave all the job stuff behind for a while and just chill. every job gets toxic (even if you don't spend so much time in the office) when it consumes your every waking hour. i miss bus rides to Baguio. i'm crossing my fingers my vacation leave would push through or else i'm gonna go looney. it's a gloomy saturday. the rain cloud is blanketing the sky again. my sister and i just finished another Thai horror flick called 'the art of the devil.' it was gruesome. so much gore on a saturday afternoon. yeah right.